User:GENORAVE
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My Story
Well hello there and welcome, You are now entering the Rave Cinematic Universe. Click below to proceed. Please message me to tell me anything. Message me in game if you like. I tend to be too busy to chill out and talk much with other players but I consider myself Friendly.
I started playing in 2016. I sometimes uses OCs just to do some light hearted trolling or express opinion. I been down in depression for years and years. I never say anything because the responses I've received so far doesn't help. People don't understand these things and they think they know better. I'm aware of what I need to do to make myself feel better. But even when I try to summon the will power or words I'm crush down by the deeps darkest void of gravity rendering all point obsolete. I could be in a room full of exact copies of me and still be the odd one out. I've been the cool guy I been the dork. Yet nothing feels right. Yes nothing feel right. Alone I feel the ease of all worldly tension. I never complain. I say everything is fine but simply shut down and pull away from reason. But I think the hardest part of it is being fully aware of my condition. I would describe it like a silent nuclear eruption. It stretches through out the galaxy with no beginning or end. I'm every yet no where at all. So I often daydream and that is how I think of stories. I know I will not feel better because I don't want to change. Growing use to my dark corner and people feels like a chore to entertain. I wouldn't say that I don't like people. Although people can be ignorant or insincere. But if alone am fine and with people I fade. I don't want to deduce that humanity is my problem. I've become a wild animal
Note: All characters mentioned in my stories are most likely to have their page on PBD. Just click the link to my categories.
Here is something I wrote
A Daydream
Daydream A nights walk to see the blue fireflies rising on the wind blown grass. The moon covets creation screaming at clouds. She draws water that fall upward as spirits ascend and lifting the fog to see me naked. I am the darkness that dwell in shadow. Ready to face my opponent. We fight battles no one else will see. Come wait for morning she cries. I leave the earth because the universe was meant for me. In euphoria am free. And you don't know me too much.
It makes not deference where I go as long as I can float for an eternity. To sleep beneath the waves where I sing to the growl. Into a portal of sea that ripple with touch. Reflect to replace reality. Inspect conflicting perceptions.
Sigma Colors Introvert the alphas end. My being stretched thin to cover the mosh. Eyes closing to narrow view of a balcony like a sad plant. Cropped perfectly to incept a larger meaning. Flowers to my skeleton unburied. Biting all hands pushing me down. But in chasm so perfectly.
Eyes close to stare at the sun. So beautiful but I am blind. Mood calm down to breach to skyline. Giants looking over mountains awaiting love lost to the sea. Talking at ghosts just to clear head. A cold chill that keeps us awake. I'm screaming don't morn for me yet. I left you behind. You can feel me in trees. I'm scattered it seems. I left beyond and lost repeat in time some ages ago in miles away I left and had to let you go. Some ages ago.
