The Story of Yeling Mah Pt. II
Prologue
"DANNY."
The two of us faced each other off, at the highest peak of Fa Shan.
"You came alone."
Danny turned around, revealing his fully restored body. It was as if I went in a time machine, seeing Danny again, before I unlocked Hinokami.
Before I became a mass murderer as the Tidalflame.
"I'm here to kill you." I snarled, as my hands burst into blue and purple flame.
Danny narrowed his eyes.
"Why? Why do you wanna kill me so badly, Yeling. You wanted to kill me once. You killed everybody I loved, all my friends in New Ulysses. You slaughtered them all. Now that I'm back, it's like nothing has changed. No remorse. You just wanna kill me again."
I aimed my palm at my old friend's face.
"You're right. I feel absolutely no remorse. To the man who betrayed my trust."
"So here we are again. To tell you the truth, Yeling, I never understood why it came down to this."
"You know exactly why. Invalidating my struggles like that. You were the only person I had to talk to. The only person in this world who I had. And you squashed my trust. Just like that."
"And you think you're the only one gets to feel this way, Yeling? I was in a bad spot myself too."
"So now you're making excuses?!"
"All I meant to say, and what I'm saying now, is that you're not the only person who is struggling."
"SHUT UP."
Level 1 Hinokami Stage Two: COBALT ASSIMILATION
My body transformed, the horn sprouting from my head as my flames became so violent, the clouds parted, the sky filled with a blue and purple glow.
"Every time I see your face, I get so mad. Every time. I was so vulnerable, Danny. Why couldn't you understand that? You said it yourself. I was among one of the few people you had. And you were the only person I ever opened up to. But every time. I opened up to you. You would squash it. But that day, when I felt like ending it all, and nearly did. It was you who saved me. So WHY. WHY DID YOU SAY THESE THINGS TO ME?!"
I blasted forward.
DEVIL'S STARSHOOTER
I slammed my fist into Danny's face, as he flew backwards. His flaming body smashing into another mountain, the snow vaporizing all around him.
But I wasn't going to let him off easy. I flew to his location and slammed my fist into his face again.
Over and over again, as the flames and heat of my Stage Two Hinokami swirled like a violent tornado of fire.
"ENOUGH." Danny caught my fist, his body regenerating. He seethed, red veins crackling at his arm.
"Ever since that day. You never gave me a chance to talk. To speak my side. It's always about you you you. Do you really think I was just going to let you kill me, after what you did to Duncan? To all of our classmates? I can't even die in peace. That's already bad enough. My body is a rotting corpse. But now, you're trying to kill me again."
Danny crushed my hand as I yelled in pain, going Intangible. But Danny threw his palm at me, releasing a giant torrent of wind that smashed my essence away.
"Not good!" I yelped.
If I flew into a mountain while Intangible and regained shape, I would die for sure.
I regained my shape as fast as I could, but Danny was right above me. His left arm was completely broken, as he charged up another Amplification strike with his right.
"I have every right to speak my mind too. And if you're not gonna listen, Yeling, then I'm going to force it on you."
DEVIL'S HURRICANE
I opened my arms, letting loose a massive torrent of flames, driving Danny back.
Danny landed on the rocks. The snow billowing and storm slightly obstructing my view. But my flaming aura was causing the snow to vaporize on contact.
"It was wrong of me to say these things. Sure. But you can't put so much pressure on me. How the hell was I supposed to do something that could light you up like a fuse?! Do you know how scary it is. How terrifying it is, knowing that your best friend could have died any day. And it could have been your fault. I'm not the smartest person in the world, Yeling. You can't expect me to say the perfect thing! BECAUSE I'M NOT PERFECT."
Danny put a hand on his chest.
"Every night. I was terrified. I was terrified of how to talk to you. Because while I saw you as one of my closest friends, sometimes, I wished it wasn't up to me to be in the place that I was. So much responsibility and pressure on me that I never asked for. Knowing full well that the slightest slip up that I say could lead to something I regret because my best friend was mentally ill."
Danny's hand dropped to his side.
"Yeling. All I ever did was try to help you. But sometimes, I didn't know what to say. How can I make him feel better? Maybe if he knew we were all suffering, it would make his pain feel less significant. But day after day, it was like everything I did to try to help you MADE IT WORSE. The pressure buildup. My family back in China pressuring me to return home. All this pressure. I can't be the perfect friend, Yeling. I'm human. So on that day, it was too much."
I clenched my teeth, tears running down my face.
I wanted to find a reason to hate him.
But after hearing that.
Was any of my anger justified?
"Dan-"
"I wish we could have had this conversation sooner. Rather than now. But..."
Danny reached behind his back, and pulled out two large weapons. A large sword, and a large axe.
"It's too late. You did the one thing that can't be undone. You killed people, Yeling. You became a murderer. And you killed me. And now, that I've been revived from the dead, I also killed. So now we're just two irredeemable killers."
Danny sparked with blue light, summoning Guardian's powers as he closed the distance.
"The only thing that's on my mind, is vengeance. For the people you killed. TIDALFLAME."
SLASH.
My eyes widened, as blood erupted from my chest. I stumbled back, as Danny slashed down with his axe. I narrowly avoided it, as the axe smashed right through the mountain, splitting it in half.
What was this ridiculous power?! No one in the Contingency Initiative or Realmwatch had this evo!
I launched another blast of flame at Danny, but Danny used the flat end of his axe and absorbed the flames. Then the flames transferred to his sword, as blood erupted from his undead body.
"We're both murderers. With no way back. I'll see you in hell, Yeling."
Danny fired a beam of Hinokami Stage Two flame at me as I stumbled back, the beam creating a massive hole in the side of another mountain.
Danny clutched his sword again, and this time even more electricity surrounded him.
"You may have stood a chance, as the God of Fire. But not anymore. Here in Fa Shan. Lies the artifacts of the old gods of China. With these relics, I'll destroy you. Even if it costs me my soul. My life force. My body. Because all of it doesn't matter. I'm already dead."
I looked at Danny's sword arm again, and realized it was pulsating. Occasional spurts of blood erupted at his veins.
I knew what these relics were. As a Chinese myself.
That blade.
It belonged to Yama, the god of death.
Yama's judgement.
"What... why do you have his sword!"
Danny regarded me with pure malice.
"Lord Yama's sword of judgement. For every strike I deal, seven times the pain will be inflicted on me. But it doesn't matter. I don't feel pain, Yeling. But you certainly do."
Danny sliced again, as I went Intangible, but Danny then reached to his side with his axe hand, and held out another relic, as the sky boomed with thunder, shocking and electrifying me as I screamed in pain.
Lei Shen 's relic! How many relics and sacrifices did Danny make?!
Danny closed in and smashed me into the ground with the flat of his axe with great force.
I fell flat on my back. I couldn't beat him.
This entire time, Danny was in Fa Shan. He was there collecting relics and destroying his body in the process by weaponizing the Chinese gods.
All to kill me.
I thought I could come to Fa Shan to take him on, thinking Hinokami Stage Two was enough.
But against something like this... how stupid could I be?!
I shot into the air.
"I can't fail this Elimination Op. I can't let Squad Four down."
I focused all of my power together.
Level 1 Hinokami Stage Two: Double Inverse Monsoon Release
Danny glared at the flame, his body covered in relics, weapons, and taboo from every god he had sold his soul to.
"It's too late, Yeling. I've become strong enough to take this world. You can't beat me anymore."
Danny put his weapons away, as he spread his legs and assumed a wide stance, replicating an ancient wushu movement. And to my disbelief, a projection of a massive serpent appeared, his head made of copper.
No way.
It couldn't be.
The god of water.
Danny unleashed Kanghui's power, as a massive blast of water flooded the entire place, swallowing up my flames and catching me in the face as I shot into the air.
No...
Danny...
I felt myself free falling, and the only thing on my mind, was the bitter taste of absolute defeat.
Full Faced
"I'm home."
I opened the door, dragging the bags of groceries into the tiny living space, and plopping them onto the table.
"I fought through a ton of old ladies to get this discount fish. Count yourself lucky that I was around."
I glanced at the living room. Shia was curled up in the corner, crying.
"Let me guess. He rejected you."
Shia ignored me.
I sighed, as I put the vegetables into the freezer.
"Stop!" Shia shouted, as she ran up to me and snatched the spring onion from my hands.
"Idiot! If you put them in there, they will turn brittle! Ugh!"
Shia proceeded to take everything that I had put into the freezer and placed them in the correct spots.
"Yeling. I get that you're not from around here, but surely you know how to do chores and errands."
"I uh..."
My mind flashed back to when we had Flint basically do all the groceries for us. Lewis and Flint. Either Lewis had the groceries ordered online, constantly making new accounts and abusing the discount codes. Or Flint would go and buy them himself, walking through portals to wherever had the best prices.
The rest of us never really needed to worry about this stuff.
Shia took the carrots from my hands and sniffled. Her eyes were puffy and her nose was dripping with snot.
"It was for the best, Shia. Can you imagine the amount of controversy for a mere schoolgirl to be with her teacher? Even thinking about it feels weird for me."
Shia put the carrots away, staring at the ground.
"I love him, Yeling. He made me happy. He was the only light I had."
Shia closed the freezer, as she walked dejectedly with ice cream in her hand.
"You won't get far with that attitude, Shia. One is truly happy if they can sustain themselves with their own strength. Codependency makes one weak."
"HUH?!"
Shia turned around, her face looked more annoyed than ever.
"Says the weirdo middle aged guy who's freeloading off of said mere schoolgirl! Why did I even bother taking you in?!"
"Because I have nowhere to go. If you kicked me out, no one would take me in because of my face."
Shia frowned.
"It's not THAT ugly, Yeling."
Shia sighed, as she opened the lid of the ice cream and began binge eating it. If this was her way of coping with her emotional situations, I was honestly impressed at how her metabolism worked. Lewis told me once that certain girls could have all the weight go to their chest from binge eating their sorrows away. But then again... he got this knowledge from anime.
The fact that I was still considering Lewis' advice after all this time was alarming.
"If it wasn't that ugly, I wouldn't be here. You're the first person, much less girl to look at my face for the first time and not be repulsed. That means a lot to me."
Shia stopped eating.
"Yeling..."
I watched as Shia took out a handkerchief and wiped the snot off of her face.
"I'm sorry I snapped at you. I haven't forgotten that day you saved me from those bandits."
"I just needed a place to stay, honestly."
"I know." Shia smiled from within the bangs of her purple hair.
"The first thing you said to me, after you defeated the bandits and saved my life, was 'that moron said you have a place to live, can I stay the night?'."
I irked.
"I... I was extremely malnourished and tired."
"You saved my life, despite going many months without food or water, or even a bed to sleep on. I couldn't just let you go. Also, you passed out in my lap after taking two steps to try to help me up."
"OKAY." I exclaimed, trying to change the subject.
"What's for dinner, Shia."
Shia stared at me.
"You- I- I just got rejected by the man I loved and you-...."
Shia rubbed her eyes and stood up.
"Honestly, Yeling. Sometimes you need to learn how to read the room."
"But I'm hungry."
Shia poured some rice into the rice cooker and added water.
"A 22 year old man. Asking a 16 year old to cook dinners for him. It should be the other way around!"
She was right. But I glanced at my right sleeve.
If only I could...
Shia saw me staring at my right side.
"Sorry. I... I know you're still recovering. I didn't mean to."
"No. It's fine."
Shia began preparing miso soup, as I sat down on the ground, and turned on the TV.
"According to the United Nations, the ever looming threat of the Transplant remains ever at large. A recent interview with a negotiator who had tried to negotiate with the mass terrorist had this to say."
"Transplant won't stop. But he claims that he will only kill the people he believes deserve it. In his eyes, he is delivering a justice that no mortal can do. What are your thoughts?"
Shia clenched her teeth.
"Killing is killing."
I said nothing, as I rolled up my sleeve, revealing my missing hand that I had lost ever since I clashed with Danny the first time.
When he had hit me with Kanghui's tidal wave, my arms were still outstretched when I unleashed my full power IMR. The sheer force of the wave ripped my hand clean off, causing me to lose half of my power as I fell from the sky.
I clutched my head.
No.
No more memories.
I don't want to remember.
It's already been four years.
My time had already come. The Dogma had already stopped contacting me. I had no idea what was going on with my old Squad.
I didn't want to know.
Who I was, didn't matter anymore.
I glanced at my tattoos, which were so faded that I was hardly able to make them out anymore.
That's right.
My powers as the Hinokami... I haven't created flame for four years now.
There was no point anymore.
I lost to Danny at my peak of power. I managed to get Stage Two working, a power that contended with Urca the Slicer. But Danny was too strong. Danny was always better than me.
And now, he achieved what I had sought to do a long time ago.
He became the very thing that was moving the world into equality. But not by awakening The Great Akuma.
He had become the Akuma himself, by selling his soul away, and terrorizing the world. He became so powerful, that even Taras Legion Pax had gone silent.
But there was a reason why I was hiding here, and yes. I was relying on 16 year old girl to look after me like a total creepo loser.
I had to hide.
Wherever I went, Danny would find my Hinokami signature. I was obviously no match for Transplant, and whenever we fought, I would always narrowly escape, and innocent lives would get hurt.
Staying here with Shia, had so far been the most effective solution.
Ever since I lived with Shia, my life had become mundane, consisting of me running errands. Buying groceries, doing the laundry, and cleaning the house.
I was a mass murderer in the Contingency Initiative, but now I was a full time housewife.
But even with housework, I kind of failed miserably, and Shia always ended up doing everything again for me.
But this was my life now.
I never imagined myself to be like this, but I couldn't risk changing it around now. As annoying as this brat was, I got to know Shia for a while now.
I guess the only reason why Shia still kept me around, was because while she was able to live on her own, from the scholarships she won from her school and the subsidies they provided, her family had been involved in some shady business. Her parents were. And when you have parents who get themselves involved in criminal affairs, and don't have the money to pay them back, guess who they heckle?
Well certainly not them directly.
They heckle their cute little daughter.
And so, Shia had constantly run into attacks from bandits, who had come for her in her parent's place. She would get harassed, day and night.
Even when Shia's parents had died, most likely from the bandits themselves, they continued harassing her. After all, she was just a little girl. Who had no means of defending herself. The police wouldn't help. The government couldn't care less about one schoolgirl.
But ever since I moved in with her, the bandits stopped attacking. In fact, they avoided Shia altogether.
The people in this country were all really weak.
I didn't even need to use Hinokami to defeat them. Just showing them my face was enough to creep them out. And if they did manage to get past that, I would usually cut them up with Maika's katana, (no killing though, since Shia was against it).
"Those people from New Ulysses. Those superpowered humans. Why aren't they doing anything about Transplant? If I had an evo, I would dedicate my life to take down that psychopath. You can't make a good world from killing."
"They tried." I muttered.
"Hm?"
"Nothing." I said, as I got up and dragged out my futon, wrapping myself in it.
"I'm going hunting tomorrow. Hopefully, the storekeeper will like what I get."
"But what about dinner!"
"GODDAMMIT." I grumbled.
That night, Shia called it early, and went to her room and wrapped herself in her covers.
I went to the bathroom, the tiny bathroom, and stared at my reflection.
Four years does wonders.
I had gotten more chiseled, and I looked older.
Facial hair was growing, making me look more mature, and I didn't know if puberty hit me late, but I was seeing some serious gains.
Or I could have just been bulking from the fact that I no longer stressed by body as much as back then. And I had Shia cooking for me.
"Looking good, Mister Handsome." I joked at myself, in the mirror, as I ran a hand across my head, when suddenly, I paused.
"What the-"
I slowly rubbed the right side of my head.
It felt...
Prickly.
Like...
"Hair...?"
I gasped, as I turned up the brightness of Shia's mirror light, and stared at myself in the reflection.
"My... my right side, I don't believe it."
My right eye... was no longer bloodshot, and my face...
It was healing.
"Hah. Ha... HAHAHA!" I sobbed, as tears ran down my face.
"My face.... my face! My face! Oh god, my face!" My voice broke, as I continued stroking the healing skin on the right side of my face.
I grabbed Shia's skin care product.
She was going to flip if she found out I was using her beauty products without telling her, but I didn't care.
I had used tons of lotions back when I was Tidalflame. And I could never feel it. That was the curse of my Level 2 Dogma Bargain.
But the moment the lotion hit my skin, I could feel something cold, and soothing.
My skin was.... absorbing the nutrients.
I stepped back, and took off my shirt, revealing my toned muscles. I flexed in the mirror, and started posing like those action heroes I used to see on TV when I was a little kid.
"I'm... I'm not hideous anymore! I'm not! I'm not!!!"
I could hear sheets ruffling from within Shia's room, as I quickly toned it down.
"S... Soon I won't need to wear this anymore."
I clutched the black wig that I had always worn. Ever since I had joined CI.
I wore it whenever I didn't want anyone seeing my right side. I wore it when I was in public, or in disguise. And even for a while when Marcela had first moved in.
I paused.
Guys...
If only they could be there to see me like this.
Yeling Mah. Walking outside without his emo wig.
Confident about his appearance for the first time in his life.
But...
I stopped laughing like an idiot as I got up, calmly putting the wig away.
"Yeah. That's right. That could never work."
I walked to my futon, as I turned off the light.
Tidalflame is no more.
After all, according to Contingency Initiative, Tidalflame died fighting Transplant in Fa Shan.
KIA.
I was technically not supposed to exist.
Yeling Mah was pronounced dead.
"Yeling..." I heard a timid voice from Shia's voice.
"Yeah?"
"Can you come in."
I walked into the room, to see Shia huddled on her bed, staring at the photos of her and her teacher.
"Shia... you need to move on..."
"I know... but..."
Shia beckoned me to sit next to her.
I sighed.
One life ago, I would have freaked out. Like holy shit a girl is inviting me to sit next to her in bed. Who knows what would happen now?
But it was different with Shia.
She didn't see me that way, and I didn't see her that way.
Our bond wasn't romantic, it was more like...
I gave Shia a shoulder as she rested her head against it, crying.
"Stay strong, Shia. It might seem like he's the one, but you still have a whole life ahead of you. Keep moving forward, kiddo."
Shia sobbed, as she dropped the picture and clutched onto me.
"Thanks for doing this Yeling. Thank you. Thank you for not taking advantage of me like this."
"Well, anymore than I do anyway."
Shia let out a weak laugh.
"I hate you. Goodnight, Yeling."
I patted her head, as I left her alone, as she slowly fell asleep.
I looked at my hand again. The barely visible blue tattoos that made up the palm of my left.
If I had gone through as the Tidalflame, and awoken The Great Akuma, would someone like Shia be left alive?
But if she was alive, her precious sensei and love of her life would have died.
And she would have been even more devastated than before.
Just like Anna was.
I clenched my fist.
It should be this way. I have no regrets.
"Burn away to ash. Burn away, Tidalflame."