Songs of Rave

This is the book of Roman.

Mother

Mother carry me. Sing us to sleep. We could use your voice. Still you cannot teach us no more. But your are not invalid Because there is love

Mother of all creation! (Bleeeeeeeed!) She pushes out her uterus while I'm breathing in the universe. Life! Glory perverse. Death! Born in a hearse.

Jupiter

I been down in depression. I rodder, I rot, I suspend disbelief. Never say anything. Responses received just worsen sh*t. I try to summon the will power or words to find peace. But crush down by the deeps darkest void of gravity rendering all point obsolete.

(Chorus) The bigger they are! The harder they fall! We stumble and crawl! Then put up a wall!

I could be in a room full of copies of myself and still be the odd one out. The me you knew is dead. I was replaced by someone else. Yes I am a clone. And nothing feels right. Yes nothing feel right. Alone I feel the ease of all worldly tension. I never complain. I say everything is fine but simply shut down. Cosmic entities pull me apart as I pull away from reason. A heart frozen by someone else betrays a cry for help but only longing to be revived.

Hardest part is being fully aware of my condition. I would describe it like a silent eruption. It stretches through out the galaxy with no beginning or end. I'm every yet no where at all. So I often daydream and that is how I think of stories. My mind has become to aware of this other world that is matrix. I know I will not feel better because the pain keeps me in stasis.

The roots of procrastination that have been planted is growing use to my dark corner. People feels like a chore to entertain. This song isn't meant to make you dance like Nirvana means no pain. I wouldn't say that I don't like people when all paths lead to the same ending. Alone am fine and with other people I fade. I am becoming the animal.

A Daydream

Daydream A nights walk to see the blue fireflies rising on the wind blown grass. The moon covets creation screaming at clouds. She draws water that fall upward as spirits ascend and lifting the fog to see me naked. I am the darkness that dwell in shadow. Ready to face my opponent. We fight battles no one else will see. Come wait for morning she cries. I leave the earth because the universe was meant for me. In euphoria am free. And you don't know me too much.

It makes not deference where I go as long as I can float for an eternity. To sleep beneath the waves where I sing to the growl. Into a portal of sea that ripple with touch. Reflect to replace reality. Inspect conflicting perceptions.

Sigma Colors Introvert the alphas end. My being stretched thin to cover the mosh. Eyes closing to narrow view of a balcony like a sad plant. Cropped perfectly to incept a larger meaning. Flowers to my skeleton unburied. Biting all hands pushing me down. But in chasm so perfectly.

Eyes close to stare at the sun. So beautiful but I am blind. Mood calm down to breach to skyline. Giants looking over mountains awaiting love lost to the sea. Talking at ghosts just to clear head. A cold chill that keeps us awake. I'm screaming don't morn for me yet. I left you behind. You can feel me in trees. I'm scattered it seems. I left beyond and lost repeat in time some ages ago in miles away I left and had to let you go. Some ages ago.

I know it's cold but that's just the way it is. Perhaps our stories will never be told.

Cooperate Rock

A body harvest!

I built this house upon a burial ground

Dead things will come up when I sing this song

You want to dance?

Can't dance around me

I killed your fathers

I'll kill your brothers

I'm not you boyfriend

I'm hardly a man

Am only human

How dear these bastards describe everything I am with one word!

You must bouillon!

We're all god children

Forget the father

Betray your brothers

And _ your girlfriends

We're burying them

We're burying them

(Chorus)

So I'm just grooving a path

Like I'm moving my feet

Cause in down in a rot

I lay them down in a hole

I rest in peace in this b***h

(Oh putzit dive in a ditch)

(Verse)

Her body count on?!

Cost of loving

Count on nothing

A cream goblin

No one will hear you screaming

She's buried beneath the rocks in mouth

My teeth like abscess smile you'd to see

That tattoo face to hide the the peeling

Gangrene lord my pocket reflect the skin

(Chorus)

So grinding my teeth

6 to 9 let us eat

So from the ceiling I hung

And saw the world upside down

And turn in circles

My chest is hollow

I do not follow

Yet I do well

You say welcome to hell

I say welcome me home

Like the ghost that lingers here

(Verse)

A body harvest!

I built this house upon a burial ground

Dead things will come up when I sing this song

You want to dance?

Can't dance around me

I killed your fathers

I'll kill your brothers

I'm not you boyfriend

I'm hardly a man

Am only you man

So I'm just grooving a path

Like I'm moving my feet

Cause in down in a rot

I lay them down in a hole

I rest in peace in this b***h

(Oh putzit dive in a ditch)

Lay them down in a ditch

Lay them down in a ditch

Lay them down in a ditch

Martyrs

I carried my crosses

I repelled the dark forces

I yet I'm struck dumb like Solomon to what lust is

There are no good girls left

Angel not, They lied

You some evil w**** with red eyes

You hide the devil inside

You're hungry, hunting, wanting, washed up

But still can't wash away the sin from thick skin

Your mother always prayed

So you wouldn't confess on judgment

(But I don't judge)

Now contrast me to your god

Don't blame it on satan

Decay begins at eighteen, You were 14 when you started wanting

Big things, nothing pretty

You're ugly, thirty, 40, 50 with everybody and lonely

Fake a smile like some television blue ****

But you looked better with your clothes on

Put that verse to your head like a loaded gun

Put em up if you your onlyfan, number one with them bodies on you hand

Real! Simp a self! Don't! Cheap! Yourself!

(Chorus)

But one thing for me is that! This s*** could render you headless! Knock your head off if your neck remains! Keep your nosey walk bougie stupid focus looking up, Then the sky came down and my b***h remains, bury every f****** chick alive!

Toxic isn't love!

That's not love, a nose bleed!

I hit her she beat off!

Right now! young dumb

But say your preys!

Single mothers Christmas list are guys they once rejected!

First you would abort it (Yeatus Dying Fetus gone ejected!)

Then she fought with court cases!

She want the motel money! She won the alimony!

(Forgive them our debt)

'Help' you 'help' everything and I haven't 'done' yet

She sold her ex's houses and she's bought a pink Corvette

She back it up I smash it and now the paint a wreck

She left you with my children

I'll leave her with a dissin

Dam your big a** nose too high

Like you trying not to smell your breath

Keep your rotten eggs frozen

And your cobra tears hills have eyes

Skin like crocodile seen some miles

Jerry that is not your child

Jesus help me cannot see

Joseph and Mary on Maury like it's blasphemy!

You don't really want me for an enemy

No body wants to go to heaven

It's a prison boring, Hell is seasoned goring

So she resurrect plan

To get it all but cannot keep a good man

Like the samaritan, they follow me like stan

If Jesus took her wheel he was Asian

So she crashland, Radiation, explosion! (boom!)

I burn you black

You'll need a skin graph that'll have you looking like a scrotum sack